Thursday, March 13, 2008

The day we met

I met him one day, as I stepped outside
We’d passed each other every day.
And always there was that energy.
The kind that makes you raise an eyebrow in wonder.
The kind that sends a shiver up your back

He’d leave me speculating.
He’d leave me in awe.
He’d leave me wanting to ask a question,
Just so he would turn and look.

This day though, it was different.
We became friends that day as he swept on by.
He caught my hand up in his;
I was taken by surprise.

But that is his way.
He roams the cities and the towns,
One day he’ll trudge up a mountain top
The next he’ll dance in an alley.

Wherever his heart makes an argument to go.

Making friends, making enemies,
Making his own path and bending the trees along his way.

I didn’t feel I was like him.
He was unruly, and unkempt,
Wildly he undid the order in his path.
There were no rules, there were no limits.

And there was me.
Walking in lines.

He noticed as my hair blew up around my face
I made to calm it down.
‘Let it be’, he said.
‘You don’t know me’, I replied.

He stood back, and shook his head
‘I know more than you think. I know that you’re like me,
You rustle leaves as you walk, you move people as you meet them,
Always moving, always leaving.

But there is something else…’

And here he paused and a sadness came over him.
‘You’re like me’, he said.
He had wanted it to be true, he had wanted that bond.
But now he did not want to see his reflection in me.

I looked at him, searching for his averted eyes.
He did not know.
He did not understand.
My nervousness fell aside.

It was my turn to look at him in sadness.
He never left himself behind.
Always composed and ready to leave,
Wherever his heart makes an argument to go.

He had no home.
He made no home.
He left no bits of his heart behind
In little places.

We’re quite alike, the wind and I.
But unlike him, I’ve left bits of soul behind
Attached to bushes like memories,
In the corners of dorm rooms and the alcoves of apartments.

In the hearts of friends.

4 comments:

Nick said...

You're wasting your talent in med school Avnish! You're a great writer. "The next he'll dance in an alley." Reminds me of that scene from 'American Beauty,' good imagery.

Sunil said...

well hello behenji,
after reading this post, i was compelled to start a blog of my own...i wanna be just like you!
http://ssakkina.blogspot.com/

Cyberswami said...

I wonder if this is a reference to someone else or to some part of yourself...

come back, where have you gone?

Anonymous said...

wow, that was deep, didn't know you had it in you to write well! did i inspire you in any way?
btw, I'm your secret admirer ;)...