Today I went to work while it was dark out and came home in when it became dark out - 5.30am-10pm. I am even more disoriented than usual, and I am pretty sure I am seeing double at this point.
For the last 2 days, I have just been doing, doing, doing. There is no time to sit and process what is happening. It's just a blur of interns running around with to do lists, hoping their patients are getting better and not worse. And above all hoping no one dies or codes.
So, essentially I am in the dark on all fronts.
Day 4 on the floor and I pretty much hate my life. Where is that inspiring patient? Where is that motivational attending? How DID JD have so much time to day dream and play out musicals in his imagination? You led me astray scrubs, you led me astray.
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